I was living with my family in a rental house down the shore, but it got so messy that social services had to come in and clean it up. In the chaos of all of that, I met a girl who is living down there; we fell in love, but she was very sad. We knew that either I was leaving or that she was. She said that she was like Juliet. We went to a minor league baseball game, and talked to some of the players, but also trying to get away; we just wanted to be together, but she was either dying, or going away, and we just wanted to hug & hold hands. We went back to the house, which was now a shop selling old vinyl records and books. She was gone. I knew that she was gone, but I was wandering around the store, looking for some sign of her. I was somehow aware that she was now a character in a graphic novel, and I needed to write about her, I needed to write my version of her story. Everyone in the store despite being strangers, could tell that I had lost the love of my life, again. In the last moment of the dream, it became like a movie; it was revealed that the store was called Merden’s, but that everyone else called it Merlin’s. The owner of the store was Robin Williams, in a beard, portraying a modern Merlin, the magician.
This dream may symbolize various aspects of your emotions and experiences in your waking life. The messy rental house represents a sense of chaos or disorder within your family or living situation. The involvement of social services suggests a need for external intervention or support in dealing with these challenges. The girl you meet and fall in love with represents a desire for emotional connection and intimacy. Her sadness and the reference to Juliet indicate a sense of tragic or doomed love. The uncertainty about who is leaving reflects a fear of losing this connection or separation in some way. The minor league baseball game and the desire to be alone together suggest a desire for simplicity and escaping from external pressures. However, the underlying feeling of loss and the girl's potential illness or departure emphasize your longing for closeness and affection. The transformation of your house into a store selling old vinyl records and books symbolizes a shift or transition in your living situation or environment. The girl's absence in the store represents a loss or separation from this significant connection, and your search for her signifies a longing to find that love again. The awareness of her existence as a character in a graphic novel and the need to write about her story reflect a desire to explore and understand your emotions and experiences. This may indicate a need for creative expression or finding meaning in your relationships. Lastly, the presence of Robin Williams portraying a modern Merlin suggests a connection to humor, wisdom, and the magical aspects of life. This could symbolize the need for guidance or support in navigating through challenging emotions and finding a sense of enchantment or wonder amidst it all. Overall, this dream reflects a yearning for connection, a fear of loss or separation, and a desire to find meaning and magic in your experiences. It may indicate a need for emotional support and creative outlets to process and understand your emotions more deeply.